Been fiddling with those damn drops of water on my can of coke for a while now.. I've finally gotten them to look like water, which is nice... but they don't show enough on the can itself. They are hardly visible on the brigth red Coke can. Perhaps I should try the Dr Pepper one again, see if that's better. I put a few on the table (drops of water), and I hope They'll look better there. I'm rendering it as we speak, and you can view it later on in my gallery.
Tessa wrote me yesterday, on msn.. and I replied, but she had left the comp. A few hours later, I send her a text. She had lost her phone right after we broke, and I wasn't sure she had gotten it back, but I took a chance. Turns out she had. We texted a bit. It gave me a warm feeling to know she's still out there. While I know she probably misses me a bit, it is still nice to hear it once in a while. You know.. just a reminder that it all matters a bit. Some people tell me I should get over those types of emotions... and while that may be the best solution, I'm not that kind of guy. Sure, I can be harsh and tough when talking to people.. I can see distant, even with people close to me. I can be snobbish.. and seem reserved. But I'm most of those things by choice. And that means I'm really a highly emotional person. And when somebody I've been attached to for 3 years almost on a daily basis... and felt... no feels very much for, interest, respect, friendship and above all love, goes away from one day to the next... well call me old fashioned, but that doesn't mean I can just put it down and walk away. I'm not that kind of person. and as such, it's nice to know that we care for one another... I think so anyway.
Oh well.. it's weekend now, and I have a nightshift tonight. It's the only one this weekend, as I traded my saturday one off for next Thursday, thinking I was gonna go to Tessa's birthday/graduation party. But, for obvious reasons, that was cancelled - at least for my part. So now I'm gonna go out drinking with mates instead. Sunday is still open. I have an offer to travel to a local island, Bornholm, to see the hotel that my dad and several other board members, bought some time back. Just a one day trip, to check it out. It's rather early in the morning tho, so I'm not sure I'll go. Depends on the saturday I guess :)
