D A L I F . C O M

Sounds like I'm starring in my own psychological thriller. I'm not. Well.. not quite anyway. It's all part of my own little thrill - therapy. Going at it full blast now, with exposure, as it's called in cognitive behavioral therapy. In laymen's terms, that's me going out and doing all those things that terrifies me to near death. Sounds bad? I think so. But I trust my therapist... for now.

Note from author: this entry was actually written on the eve of Hallow. In other words, when I wrote this, the party had not taken place yet. It has now, hence the fact that a photo from the party is posted with this article. 

Yeah, it's that time of year again. Spooky time. Not that we usually celebrate it around these parts. Well, not since the very early days, when the actual meaning behind Halloween was still honored and revered. And indeed even known by the layman. But with globalization in full effect, it's something we're beginning to consider across the proverbial pond. I...? I planned this big bash with a friend. And while it's going to be funsies, I'm sure, it sure is stressing me the hell out.

Well, I have begun my preliminary shrinkage program thingy. It's not really a program, I just said that to be witty. In any case, I had my first session, which I think I've spoken about, and she recently texted me, asking me if I could come in on friday. Sadly, I was unable to, but I still have my regular appointment on next monday.

The point is, that she's in contact with me, and I sense an interest garnered. She even wrote 'dear' and 'much love' in the text, which I found a bit funny. Doesn't disturb me, I don't really care. But it's just a weird thing to write to a person you've only met once. I digress. Doesn't really matter. I look forward to seeing her again, and hearing what she has to say about me and my situation. I'm going to fill in the papers tomorrow or something. The questionaires. It's very exciting.

Had some splendid days the past few. Tired, as I've explained, but lots of good feelings. Also, my home theater setup is coming together, and it's a fucking doozy! Loving every second of it. I'll write a few seperate posts about it, with pictures and diagrams and shit.