Entries by Louiszche

Yeah, things are clearing up for me. Phew.

There were times when I really didn't know if we were gonna make it (could I ever forgive and let go?), but my spirit is up now. I'm still hurt, but only when thinking about it and I think I need to loosen up (because I have become kinda obsessive with sending him text messages all the time, urgh! Never thought I would be one of 'those' chicks!), but all that will come in time.

I don't think I have made a more responsible and right decision in my life than staying with him. We really are a team, we just tend to forget it and let our weaknesses take over instead of talking with each other. We'll try to fix that. Things are allright. Now the water just has to settle and become calm once again. I love him.

Yesterday I bought "Baldur's Gate" 1, 2 and the extensions to both. For DKK 50,-!! Kinda cheap. Sooo old games and everything, it's just a total trip down memory lane. Whoa! Just a terrible shame that I SUCK! OMG I have never felt more ashamed. If my team at CS found out I would lose all credit I have. So... Sccch! Don't tell a soul. I have even... *shutters*... considered CHEATING! OMG LULZ! But apparently the game is so old that real cheating wasn't invented when it was developed, cuz you can't get god mode or anything, and even have to change the game code to get the little cheat there is to work. Christ.

Baldur's Gate for the win - and much better than Diablo2 (but I play tabletop roleplay with dices and everythin', so I can't really be neutral since D&D is like a very old, very loser-kinda friend of mine).